XiAo yAng

2007-11-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

Blow my mind away. School days, my ultimate mates and I were always heading out shopping in orchard lasting from lunch to dinner, anyone could ever think of. Chill just outside with the breeze and at that moment that’s nothing more I would ask for. As usual, whenever we can afford time to travel further, we'll simply launch out and enterin ourselves silly shopping and food.

my naughty throat have been giving me lots of issues.

I finally receive this picture. My friend marriage dinner. A jovious occasion at Meritus Mandarin Singapore, A wedding celebration that knows no boundaries. =)

2007-10-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hello.
5 minutes ago, my pair of sakura ray have left my tank. Exported to farms for breeding. Well well, it turned out that I am indeed having a mixed feeling. Both happy and sad. As usual the pair have been with me since young pups, so there's feeling involve. And anyway, I'm pretty sure that I was sting by the female sakura while netting her. The pain is really...unexplainable. The posion, followed the beats of my heart. But I managed to endure it through till now, perhaps its a souvenir from her. Actually I'm quite worried weather do I need to have a injection. oh well.. I still miss them.

left male right female, pack into boxes

Anyway, now that I feel at ease, I'm going to do a proper post. I got my laptop delived back to me today morning. Everything was replaced except my keyboard. Motherboard, LCD screen, touch pad, wi-fi, speakers, ... Its looks brand new to me as they did major amendments to it. I'm a happy toad right now. HELL YEAH. No more hastening in waiting. I simply love the 3 year PICK UP AND DELIVER warrenty. Just a call and they will come down to collect my laptop and send for servicing. No hastening of finding those "ulu" service centres. Once its done, they will just deliver back to my door step. Simply perfect. oh well, my laptop have many wondeful experiences, not surprisely ending up in a swimming pool twice. Well, hardware are easily prone to wear and tear no matter how you take care of it. As long as its start running, the life spend gets lesser and slower. I have been free from all this problems with the warrenty and every term of school I always using a brand new laptop. 3 years of warrenty, just nice for my poly life. Fanastic.

goodnight=)

2007-10-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

For the past few days have been cracking my brains for my mother birthday present. Well, on sat went down to purchase a Genuine Rolex watch from authorised shop as a present. The share was divide evenly within father, sis and I. Rather steep priced, but still affordable. Hope she likes it, althought its not the first Rolex watch she have. =)

As for today, my 12-13inch motoro ray was sold.

Net it up with this basket.
Transfer into box. Stress colour shown Stable and calm down
Oxygen air bubble is added and ready to export
memories. 5inch baby=) Tigers, sakura and motoro

Finally picture of tank and motoro. Somehow I still miss it. I keep it from a baby to this adult size. From 5inch to 13inch. Its the first ray I got. Well, its time for me to let go. Reason being, this fellow have outgrown my tank and it would be very curel for me to continue keeping it. Rather I should export out to others as they have farms and more room breeding them.

2007-10-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

Oh wells... Nothing interesting happen lately. Basically just gym work-outs, swimming... Its partially due to the fact that I insist to remain to believe in reality instead of happy to short live some joy in dreams. Thoughts flooded my mind, as my mind went blanked every now and then. What I does was to constantly reply to every pop out bubble. Tons and tons of reasons can be reply to every bubble, however I counld'nt think of strong answers to reply. Perhaps speaking is always much easier compared to action, I guess. Always link and cover me with blames and sights without understanding the suitation. By throwing blames on others really helps others to improve? Is it how every human thinks? Or is it the aggregate of features and traits that form the individual nature of the person? There seems to be lots of wonders in this whole which can't be solved.

The craziest of the dreams I always recollect is of “Myself flying”.
I had this dream a couple of times…
I interpret this dream as my urge to belive in breaking the barriers and thinking that nothing is impossible. The various situations in which I was helping out people relate to my instinct to stand by people who are in need. Suffered more yet I'm always willing to forgive and ready to love again but oh well... And stop ripping off. Its hellish horrible.

I always keep this in mind. Perhaps everyone..
“To dream anything that you want to dream, that is the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do, that is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself, to test your limits, that is the courage to succeed.”– Bernard Edmonds

2007-10-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

I respect her right now. Probably I had underestimate her in the past. From comments to battles. Its just her charater, and there no reason why should I make a fuss out. She's able to perform well at every angle. I guess that's the main reason why her parents dote her most in compareing with her sister. She is able to squesse throught a red light despite parents forbid her to do so. Tumbs Up for the courageous.

Well, long ago I had foresee such mishap to happen. I gave countless advise, but even much efforts spend, it's just more nuisance than pleasure. After telling, she still continue her own simple minded thinking. Despite showing of deliberate disregard, I still insist myself to give her advise. Everything also have to depend on others, why cant you make your own stand? You are old enough to thinking for yourself. If its right just go ahead why worry so much? If there is a need to worry so much, there wont be business men/women surviving in this complex profound market. With risk involve they still able to success. Take a step further, isnt it better to make a move than rot in place? Giving others a chance discriminate you. If I would'nt have place myself in your shoes, how am i suppose to give you advise. Think twice before you insult me. Human being are always so reluctant to take advise, they really have to experience it then they know its pain. Maybe I appear not to be as mature and younger than you, to belive my words. Excuse me, you are mature and older, why cant you think? Disappointment. End up there wasnt even a greeting "Thanks". Sum up, its still my fault isn't it? I was reply with NEGITIVE comments, blame, was that I wish for? I felt so lousy. LOUSY!!!! @#$%^&! If you would have listen to my advise, you would be free from all this nonsense right now. My faults, I said too much. I shall learn from mistake and shall not show gratitude anymore.

Well i will get over it soon. No worries, not going to let such stuff effect me. Anyway its not my business why should I care? Just basically comfort when she needs and that all I need to do. Simple! I admit its cruel but you lead me to it.

goodnight

2007-09-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

Moon-cake festivals? Reminds me, torching chinese lantern walking along the park. sometimes with sis, sometimes with friends. Recalling back, when I'm staying in HDB, which is 8 years back, I still remember our neighbours were so warm and close with us. We set out to some cosy places to enjoy moon-cake and chinese tea. Children are playing with sparks and lanterns, while adults happily chatting among themselves. We were so closely bond, that we were stay in one another house. Be it study or enjoy. The whole rows of houses were double storey, thus we have room to stay over. Everyday tasting different breakfast prepare by their mother, freedom to room around, really enjoyable.

Receive a set of 4 moon-cakes from Linn's parents. Thanks.

I was up early to settle my IS Module Enrolment Appointment. My appointment scheduled time starts from 10am till 11am. I enrol myself to "ENTREPRENEUR AND THE LAW", and "BUSINESS ETIQUETTE & IMAGE". Hopefully it turns out to be useful. =)

Went down to c328 to meet yh during noon time, surprisingly someone was there. Well its not my friends but my girlfriend. Alright, then Ken, (Hua Chong Amaths teacher), was there. After browing through all the tanks, he drove us to nks. I pack 3 otocinclus to test out my breeding project. Just remembered, linn brought me a downoi yesthday. =) Father call me around 4plus, asking me to join him in club. I quickly paddle home to get prepared and father drive down to my club. Changed and started working out in the gym, after 2 hours of intensive workout, went for a swim in the Olympic pool, then before bath, head into the sauna room relax myself. Perspire and exhuasted. A hot shower bath, simply sum up the whole day. Felt so refresh and headed back home. Relaxing and enjoyable. Satisfied!!! =) Like what Adrian have told me, " What for get mature so early, learn to enjoy life and satisfied with what you have. When its time for work, then start working, what for stress your own? You will probably regret when you step into workforce whereby your age also press hard on you. Relax when you able to and study when you need. Fulfil our responsibility as student."

Time for bed.

2007-09-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

Sunday, 23rd september 2007 pertaining to a marriage ceremony held in MERITUS MANDARIN Singapore. Edmund & Sherry, lovely couple. =) I got to know him through forums, and went for short overseas trips with him to get YELLOW helmets, if you know what it means. Had dinner with both of them before. I felt so to honor to receive an invitation from him a week before. I respected him and present myself to witness the marriage ceremony. And yesthday was his day. Well, he is embarking into a new stage of his life. Felt happy and sent my congrats to him last night. The ballroom had a delightful, excellent ambiance, one of the few high-end ballroom. Really gave me the feeling of wealth and prestige.I seriously love that place. Chinese Delicacy served as part of a Wedding dinner. Food was delicious. A Wedding Celebration That Knows No Boundaries. Simply Awesome!!!

Having a conscious mind recalling back, I have been indulging my appetite for delicious food recently. I am taking in excess saturated fats in my diet. I really need intensive workout.

Its so different and its horrifying, which was insufferable. Ought to glue-up the mouth yet felt at fault. Life's only better, if I kept my mouth shut.

2007-09-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

On a happy note, I brought a Prada namecard holder! =) linn fork out a light percentage for it. Its served to be a surprise present for Father's birthday. Father's birthday was celebrated in at thai-chinese restaurant. Ambiance was peaceful. As in peaceful wise luscious, if you get what I mean. Dinner was soon served after mother place her order. Birthday cake was done by sis, pretty presentable.

2007-09-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

Remarkable trip it was! Okay, let’s rewind back to the start of the day shall we?
6 hours journey ride was pretty enjoyable. Royal VIP class coach, simply splendiferous. Its not my first ride though, but every rides allows me to enjoy a high degree of comfort. From watching movies to resting, completely satisfaction. Up at genting for the first day for some enjoyment relaxation. I was forbid entering the casino, as usual i went shopping alone. Shop around, got some tops, shorts, bag. not just for me, but for people close to me. i was there recalling the sizes for my mum, sis and linn, so i could surprise them =) And Now I declare, I got it all right. How proud I know. SMIRKS. :) Food was heavenly toothsome. Hotels at genting highlands were kinda rundown, thus we have a night in resort. Everyone were formally dress with briefcase and laptops. Accommodation resort was luxurious cosy. Weathercast was fantastic. Following morning, had breakfast and left for KL. Hired a cab and headed down to our destinated hotel. Cab driver was so humorous and entertaining. Took an hour to reach from the top of the mountain. Check-in into the hotel, father's partner came and chauffer us to his office. Meeting and presentation, i myself felt its so significant. After which, drive us to have dinner at some famous restaurant. A warm welcome dinner. =) Around 9plus, father parntner's son, Adrian came over, he is also helping out in the company. He drove me to his place to rest while he takes his shower, while father and accompany went to another place, meet up with some designers for discussion. Adrian was very nice, drive me to some hot spots. Shopping around and chatting, he drive me to his club, "The Apparment". Alcoholic beverages and deserts served in a delightful ambiance, we were resting along the couch chatting all the way. Simply Awesome!!! especially the deserts, speechless compliments. Vanilla ice-cream with hot dark chocolate in a pastry? Honey Walnuts egg? With the taste of light alchoholic drinks? I still missed it right now. We sit down, feeling relax and he explained how to work out business and stuff. Sharing experiences with me. The way he lead his Life. I really admit, i learn alot. Glad that i have meet him. Expand my contacts list with business partners there. Adrian send me back to my hotel and i had a good rest. Had a quick breakfast in the hotel, delicious food was served again. Omelette SCREAMS my head. Following day 3pm, the coach will be picking us up at our hotel lobby, travel back to sinagpore. I did a last round of shopping before i left. Managed to get some gifts and bubble gums for my friends. Although its a business trip, i felt its so enjoyable. Its really enjoyable when you have trusted friends, gave a warm welcome and took the effort to drive you to lovely places in the country. I guess i never had a chance if i never get to know him. Let’s greet one another again soon. So much Gratitude.

Resort lobby!

Shot from my room

Times square, indoor theme park in KL. Homogenous synthetic board floorings, done by Forbo, Father and partners, went there to take a look at the accomplished project.=)

Along the journey back, the coach stop at a place to allow us to have a light refreshment and toilet breaks. The one and only stop, thus everyone get down the coach. Surprisingly, i meet esther. So coincident. hahaa..Pick up a short conversation with her and continue the ride. Arrival singapore at 9pm, cousin drove us back home. woah, everything is nicely plan. I just love it.

Next destination, Paris! Full stop

2007-09-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

Managed to finish packing my haversack, I'm ready to depart from my country. i will be flying off with my father to accomplish his work. probably getting some experiences to handle business, expand my contacts with business parnters. The rest are yet to know.. =)

Time for bed. missed someone

2007-09-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

Life’s never been better. And things weren't getting any better... Well well, it spiked out that I can veritably gentrify them. Which I did. Parallel cases except that one, on hold. And I have no uneasiness about it.

Sometimes, it feels superb splendid to have someone watching over you. It means delight contentedness.

Tuesday afternoon, spent whole day searching for the perfect birthday gift. superior in quality, smart urbane pretentious, modernistic. summing up i can only recall watches. I mentioned I do collect watches in the past. But seriously, it’s not an easy task when it turns to be selecting for a birthday gifts, upon looking deep into its personality. Personal point of view, watches serve to express, designate on aggregate of features and traits that form the individual characteristic of a person. Browsing into the bright spotted lighted glass shelves, looking for a perfect watch in mind. One main concern which is my fixed allowance which is affecting the range of choices i am limited with. Therefore i cant be looking for those my parents are holding on, although it matches the specs of the present. somehow Nautical Watches caught my eyes. Movements of the nautical watches are done in japan, designs are classical definitive, thus building trust in it. Priced tagged were somehow much steeper, however its nearest to my fix allowance. doing the best of myself, i top up a little of my fixed allowance and brought it. send for wrapping and was deliver to the birthday uncle Tan. Although i felt its still a small gift from me, just hope its being appreciated.

To others, i am clueless of how they felt? be it positve or negitive responese, i shall apologises and hopefully its being acknowledge. If during the past, i have offended you, while expressing in harshly manner, i shall hereby sincerely apologise for it. I shall put it to you that, I am someone being direct and straight forward as i have no room for such toleration, anything i am utterly unhappy with, i will just sounds out instead of acting around while behind comment shame to you. Well in this case i probably have express in too hushly, until others expressing discontentment and displease with me. Well, i have analysis it and felt that i should offer compensation. I shall declare and pledge an apologises.

Time for bed. Goodnights =)

2007-09-11T00:51:00.001+08:00

lovely family

Sis and I

2007-09-10T00:49:00.001+08:00

I incessant felt this way before. The direction suddenly swift unanticipated off. Simply to put throught, I’ve lost something significant. At the same extent, I have learnt, that being significant comes intervening it. It will not be easy as its deem. To assay, I’ve come to know this understanding whom I've vigilant.

It’s not easy to say Goodbye.

2007-09-08T22:59:00.001+08:00

Received something, premeditatively trying to devise me reminisce the antecedent. Reflective thinking back, I hesitating stumble, but no, I will clasp myself down at where you led me to by your undertakings in the past.

Is there any greater journey then love?

2007-09-05T13:38:00.000+08:00

A pertaining to morning, roused from a tranquil state. amounting to nothing, offering no prospects for satisfaction, prolong my soporific sleepy warmth. Usual summer heat, root me from my cosy bed, no long after. As usual manner, i walk towards my tanks, begin to furnish for consumption. managed to meet up with bro yh to collect my 2 X Megalodoras Irwini. weary by dullness, tedious repetition, visit unexpectedly into CF. Chaca Bankanensis caught my eye. it looks like L.Alexandri, not as hardy but cheaper. Lophiosilurus alexandri aka Pacman catfish is collected only in the remote Rio Sao Francisco. probably that resulting highly priced. Just got them last night, I think they still need some time to get use to their new environment. Haven't ate a single thing yet. Would try feeders if possible. i am still hunting for pacman cat. =) pictures taken from AF. Chaca Bankanensis (Left), Lophiosilurus alexandri (Right)

invest on a, 4 X 39watts T5HO lighting set, replace all the T5HO tube with Osram T5HO. hopefully it provided more room for plants to photosynthesis. before the US fissiden mature, i received lots of PM regarding it. costly me close to $200, hopefully this equipment enhances in my sales=)

declaration assurance to afford ground for expectation yet its the furthermost imaginable place. I'm responsibility for anything deserving of censure. deplorable condition, recognize the existence fact, only able to acknowledge one's mistakes. furtively vanished painly, laying off her. to persist in anything undertaken, in spite of difficulty? hope unflagging faith persevered. wild direction plus dispassionate fondness, impel intense mentally deranged. am i treated badly or contemptuously?

2007-09-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

You will never know how everything is like on my side

its a crazy world out there

Was it something like this I wished for

2007-09-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

abhorrent paradoxical sleep brought me up as early as 2am after my previous blog. animus tangibility, as sentimentality that constitutes a unambiguous as illustrious from intellectual nourishment is merely apparent. destitute, deprived of strength. flawless faded, as nothing dismayed, i could only repeatedly anticipate. I could make nothing of the complicated directions. Faith has always been in mind, the observance of this obligation engaged was the only to proved during our recent troubles. I had faith that another's ability would be substantiated by fact. As failure to appear, resulting devastated sorrowful. indication of future assurance on which expectation, turn out unsubstantiated. feeling resentment, to be guilty of surface judgements, however confession were experiences and salaries. Persuasion, inferencing were attempted. struggling in opposition, probably its remarkable as to strain credulity on you. My analytic thought wasn't obsolete to prove? you certain determined others were wretchedly bad but repudiate the actual facts. covered issues with glory by exploits. companions amalgamate were having great significance social position. a equitable menacingly fierce stratagem, i conjecture correctly. The particular manner really atrocious, but hopefully its rightful. bringing to the end of all this bickering. out of sudden there is a message of awaiting, shouldn't it tend to arose suspicious? i coundn't understand why she cant grasp the implications, or importance of it? Why!?? or should i consummate they are have no disinclination and sense of duty, mental struggle, to give it a thought? i guess planned events are always much important, when the fact, circumstance is laying between life and death. i couldn't do anything, nor say anything, i could only sit by while praying and shed tears. throughout the time, anguish with mental and emotional suffering. in waiting for someone or medicines, that are able to be intoxicated.

2007-09-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

Why am i still feeling so scurrilous fallacious???
For too many rationalization or no reason, I keep diagnosis myself.
I have to assassinate it, its just demurring me down.
This is so mind-boggling..

yesterday, headed down to Qian Hu fish farm to glorify Arofanatics 7th Anniversary. The upshot was just fantastic and happening. Thanks to the entire team of moderators, helpers and of cause sponsors for making this event a success! bar top shaking, heaviest drinker, tombola bingo,.... tombola bingo was really ravishing remarkable. purchase a ticket at $2 SGD, which consist of three rows of numbers, individual row comprises of five numerical values. anticipate for the moderators to dell the tombola. number balls ranging from 0 - 99, were circulate in the tombola until one number ball roll out. numerical value of the ball will be announced. who ever have five numerical number in the same row of the ticket, will accede to the reward. rewarded prizes were highly esteemed. consisting of shelookred arowana, vip red arowana, crossback arowana, red tail gold arowana, each all this high end ornamental fishes, each simply cost 4 -5 digit values. others include, L27c goldline, L25, pair of side view ranchu, quality flower horn. Attractive beauteous isn't it? Buffet meals were scrumptious yummy. wide ranges of food, includes seafoods, satay..... woahhoo... absolutely beguilement.

as usual, travel down grandmother place. my uncle's wife, relative cousin celebrating her baby 1 year old birthday. reluctantly attended. immediately left after i complete my meal. brought feeders and today i get additional 1 bag of goldfishes. for my new cuddle, gulper cat. unlade the feeders and propel down club for a gym workout.

gulper cat gulp down 12 goldfishes. the gulping really ambrosial captivation.

taking my rest soon. goodnights=)

2007-08-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

i hate the feeling when others don't answer my calls. be it messages or calls, or because my calls and messages don't sound like they need a reply, don't seems important??? probably i shouldn't get so irritated by that. but, I'm still irritated when they don't even bored to return a call. at the point in time when things must be done within seconds, they are also reluctant to answer. not once but many times, that why i am so irritated.

went down to nks early morning to help out. hand feeding all the gulper cats. somehow it become like a performs, everyone crowd around and watching.. its rather cute but the price are very steep. due to the bann of export in brazil.
reach home late night then started having my dinner and doing water change. bath and settle down, taking my rest soon.

i guess i shouldn't be so irritated. i wrote a few lines before this but i deleted everything away because i don't know how to put it into words.

goodnights.

2007-08-28T22:51:00.001+08:00

cold sleepy weather.. =) have been raining cats and dogs throughout the whole day. instead of sleeping the whole day, i did water change for all my tanks.. wanted to go down to pasir ris farm to choose the Asterophysus batrachus aka Gulper cat, but due to the heavy down pour, i didnt head down. instead malcom was nice enough to bag down the whole batch of 12 to his shop, nks and let me choose. =) reach nks around 3plus, chit chat and bag 1 gulper cat. too cute.. wahhahaa.. there was lots of new shipments from brazil, altums angel, corys, woodcat, megalodoras irwini and lastly gulper cat. i was pretty interested in the altums angels, but wait for a while more to see how it goes.. paid for 2 irwini and 1 gulper, $5xx. currently the 2 irwini is at yonghua place, will collect from him soon. finally i got a gulper cat, headed home, accmatise the fellow. after around 2 hours, i hand feed it with goldfish, manged to swallow 4 goldfish. =) tummy is so round now..

found this video in youtube gulper cat. =)

goodnight. =)

2007-08-27T15:22:00.000+08:00

back from town. rather exhausted and bored.. =/ walk the whole orchard from tail to head. got myself a ripcurl slippers, then headed home.. tired, going for a noon nap. think lately i have been doing the blog OT, rather tired.. = s

2007-08-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

nks new shipment 35cm tiger ray. champion with perfect tail. waiting for my pair of pups to grow to this size.. =) picture will prove the beauty.

replenish feeders and head down to club for a work out. been lazying around lately, getting out of shape..=( hhahaa.. i will work hard..

exams are over.. time to plan and managed my holiday period.

tired and exhuasted.. goodnight =)

2007-08-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

a sight of relief. finally i am done with the layout of the blog.. =) spend 2 nett days to complete this whole blog. overall i am still very satisfied with this.

2007-08-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

foop finished.. cleared one exam today. suppose to meet up with primary school mates at vivo but i didnt turn up. after vivo dinner, overnight at sentosa. just too exhausted to go, that why didnt turn up..

yonghua call me and told me, mal have extra tables of dinner, ask me to go attend. everyone in pairs, while i am alone.. hahaa.. no issues.. i will be attending as promised. =)

tired.. goodnight =)

2007-08-07T23:35:00.001+08:00

pass my btt. =) haha.. really have to thanks those help and wish me. lend me, 250MCQ question and answer book. page by page circle important ones. thanks again.. so happen that printer is down, then the person incharge was very nice to sign and write out for me. apply for ftt, then headed home for a rest.

yesthday shipment arrival. today yonghua help me bag 2 X 5-6inch Megalodoras Irwini. my house really no more tanks to spare le.. i was thinking to continue my collection by placing some in yonghua place, until i get my house or change a new house. because currently my place is going to en-block, i cant get in any more tanks le. somemore ns in 2 years time.. haha..

was taking common test last week, so happen that my fren sitting in the middle of me and alvin doesnt know how to do. i finish his 2nd half paper while alvin finish his 1st half. end up never study much, he got 90 plus.. i got 70 plus and alvin got 80 plus... whahahahaha... faint faint... lolz..

mugging.. =)

2007-08-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

wasnt much people attending lesson today, debarment list is over.. when come to "foop" the class was so crowded.. everyone busy showing the working programming. after all i managed to finish all..

went back home, feed my rays and wc..

shipment arrival, but i stayed at home to study.. ask yonghua update me..

mugging..

2007-08-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

woahhhooo..... thunder storms, hurricanes, tornadoes, finally all have reach to a sunny day....

got my feeders for my rays and workout at gym this afternoon. exams round the corner, mugging time.. no more dreaming.. =)

2007-07-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

ah seh... too many enermieS not too good leh.. aiyo.. poor thing, poor thing.... wah seh, hao lian, show off nails leh.. why cannot? people rich leh...

hmmm.. went over some farms to check market rates.. seems like rays, the prices all getting sky high.. bro aric all me and said CF took the whole batch of chameleon whiptail.. once they got the stock, 100 percent price shoot up 3 times at least. no choice have to let CF have it, let mal earn more.. if not he always charge kaki landed cost, he eat grass ah? lolz.. being kaki also have to think more, for others. probably wait for the next shipment. dont worry, pocket full full, dont worry no stock for you.. hahaha. now bro chris also kanna ray fever.. loz.. everyone is eyeing at the next amazon shipment. woohhooo...

mugging.. =)

2007-07-01T00:35:00.001+08:00

aiyo.. that loser passerby still didnt dare to surface. really useless.. seriously duno how their parents teach them. probably only teach to shop? whahahaa. only know how to say others, personally also cant reflect. still declare business student.. shame on you.. lucky not in my school. phew. jia lat, i myself see also feel so sad for her. dont wan to surface yes?? well, watch for yourself.. any happening, dont be surprise.. hor cheryl? whahahaha.. we sit back and watch lor... dont blame me for that. you ask for it. in the first place if you dont come find trouble in my blog, you would have been free from all this. i shall DECLARE this, you ASK for this.

yesthday night, bro chris with his gf came over to my place to purchase my 5inch baby motoro ray. see, happy take. happy buyer, happy seller. lolz.. swee swee... quote him the price, end up he pay me more. quality fishes are willing to pay more. then chris look around and start nagging. lolz.. say got so many high end fishes, last time he dont even have, bro yong hua also. 3 champion fellows..." faint faint" lolz.. fri noon, two ku nian came over my house, which they are interested in my 10.2inch L27C goldline pleco bargain like aunties. cannot ta han sai.. bargain until this price, seems like my livestock is useless and as if i'm super in need of cash. anyhow lelong off.. sorry, no such thing. wont spoil the maket rate basket, immediatly shoo them off. dont even want to sell them, must well give my kaki instead. serious what, dont understand such people. probably they are just bargain hunter, buy low from you, sell to others higher price. waiting for my ray shipment. probably going for mid range ones, waiting for brazil to put out the ban of export. more likely the price will drop from my predication. taiwan people now all playing until so hot, wait for awhile more, see hows the market before i decide to get any.. recently mal bring in chameleon whiptail. thinking to invest whole lot of it. or maybe hold on and wait for the next shipment..

sat, family day at sentosa. bro yonghua and i went over to help out. rather fun and tiring.. dressing into cartoon and walk around, taking photos.. balloons.. rest and slack around. but really a fun day, some more we were well paid. but not even enough for me to get one of my livestock.. lol.. probably only the food for them.

goodnigh=)

2007-06-27T22:31:00.001+08:00

It has come to my understanding from Indirect feedbacks that there are passerby who are not satisfied of some recent issues. How could the responsibility be shouldered by me as all I have done was to reflect? Clarification, this clearly is a simple case of misunderstanding. As it turn out, this cannot be extended anymore in order to avoid complications and abuse. Please bear in mind that the above issues are not targetted at anyone. Rather, they are for general clarifications. I'd like to state once and for all this matters such as problems, issues, views, grievances etc should be brought up to settle. These matters should be resolved there and then whenever possible. Once closed, no one should continue to express personal feelings of unhappiness to others. This is very unhealthy and breeds more misunderstandings.
If required, such personal feelings over such matters can be brought up again in the next meet up for further discussion. Another way is to direct the matter at the person involved directly. In this way, the matter could be Surfaced, clarified and resolved. I think this is basic conduct that everyone should have, isnt it?

I hope my explaination have clarified the matter and satisfy whoever brought up the issue.
please bare in mind, i guess i do not have any reasons to offended anyone yet, unless you are seriously, unhappy with me. if so, present yourself upright in front of me. i would sincerely wait for your present. well, if you do have a blog, you are welcome to command anything or critisize on others, by all means... upon looking at your commands, seems like your education is really run down. if you ask me, do i admire mentalistic girls, i shall confess yes. but provided, they have features of what the brand needs.

do surface yourself to settle this issue. just dont be a loser and hide yourself. how you expect the rest to respect you then??? Sorry if i sound too harsh, i got to be hard on this cause you show unhappiness and tag on my blog.

2007-06-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

It has come to my understanding from Indirect feedbacks that there are passerby who are not satisfied of some recent issues. How could the responsibility be shouldered by me as all I have
done was to reflect? Clarification, this clearly is a simple case of misunderstanding. As it turn out, this cannot be extended anymore in order to avoid complications and abuse. Please bear in mind that the above issues are not targetted at any of the names mentioned above. Rather, they are for general clarifications. I'd like to state once and for all this matters such as problems,
issues, views, grievances etc should be brought up to settle. These matters should be resolved there and then whenever possible. Once closed, no one should continue to express personal feelings of unhappiness to others. This is very unhealthy and breeds more misunderstandings.
If required, such personal feelings over such matters can be brought up again in the next meet up for further discussion. Another way is to direct the matter at the person involved directly. In this way, the matter could be Surfaced, clarified and resolved. I think this is basic conduct that everyone should have, isnt it?

I hope my explaination have clarified the matter and satisfy whoever brought up the issue.
please bare in mind, i guess i do not have any reasons to offended anyone yet, unless you are seriously, unhappy with me. if so, present yourself upright in front of me. i would sincerely wait for your present. well, if you do have a blog, you are welcome to command anything o

2007-06-27T00:28:00.000+08:00

"As a Team"? Do we look like one in the first place?
Frankly speaking, no single person in the team can try to shave off the responsibility. for the two weeks holiday break, dates suppose to meet up and work end up always delay. due to what? raining too heavily.............. seriously all this are driving me up the walls. i cant restand all this nonsense. you wan you do properly. now thing are at loss, he should blamed himself for not handling well. he is scare off then he is not fit to be the leader. To be honest about it. no matter what had happen,i still have faith with all the team mates. or else, i will have to request to step of the group. cause i dont like to waste time in doing all this which i dont have faith in it, you see. so basically, as a new team. of cos there will be some humpy road during the start which
i cant deny it. just give it sometime for everyone to understand each other well and some fine tune in it will do. as a leader, sometime personal sacrifice is a must. is always not that easy to be a leader and imagine to earn all respect from all different perspective is not an easy task. leader need to earn the respect from them and need them to work out as a team.without any of them, how is the leader suppose to work out as a team then??
Any more nonsense, table it in the meeting face to face!!

regards from my thinkings, my 2cents worth of thought, keep spending on top and bottom while we are still studying? does it make sense? ya maybe shopping? but, when YOU do not have the beauty features of body, then get those top and bottoms. and not weather you like or what. if u dont have the features to wear on, dont even bored about it. you are throwing shame on yourself, isnt it? working so hard for part time, spending all in a day? does it make sense? simply no finance for your own, still in world of yours. and confess yourself being a business studies student. i guess it only look upon being a hopeless student. it really reflects on your background and your personalty. this two words will sum up everything, " lousy", "loser".

peru shipment just landed.. tomorrow pasir ris farm. =) when i school starts, shipments and lobang all came.. argh... hhaa.. but most importantly still my pocket enough to support anot.. haha..

night.. cheers

2007-06-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

2 weeks holiday... hmmm... alright i have been working out in my school gym.. the equipments are fantasic... track mil with tv? touch screen and sign in with IC to proceed.. every machine will keep a record of your movements, encouragement and overall calories burnt.. nice?fittness instructer guildling through... haha... after a tired exhuasted workout, why not go for a hot water shower? ~.~

yesthday, nks shipment touch down.. went over to pasir ris farm to help malcom, unpacking the plecos... hmmm.. nothing caught my eyes.. actually its really exhuasted unpacking..after which we sit by, chatting.. pasir ris farm only export marine fishes, but this time round the plecos shipment is suppose to be exported, thus was brought to pasir ris instead of jalan kayu.. itchy hand, i was playing around with the black tip shark.. =/ hhaha.. there is 2 of it, each swimming inside a 8 feet FTG. the body is rather rought, but the fins are really smooth.. haha.. so keep touching the fins..i guess the sharks have taken their meals, if not my hands would have been done for their meals.. the amount of marine creatures and corals are countless.. but all are for export not for retail.. seriously the marine creatures are much much nicer compared to sentosa.. i see no reason for myself to pay $43 for underwater world entry... ray shipment is only coming on 23-26... arghh... around 11pm, bro aric send me home.. =)

early morning today, its raining cats and dogs.. somehow some of my team mates refuse to meet up.. i plan my route using street directory, but guess what? after i meet cheryl, we follow the route, after alighting, the lookout for the next bustop, became a mess... suppose to be " walk to the neareast bus stop" but i guess it suppose to walk to the furtherest bus stop.. being nuts, we walk here and there looking for the bus stop.. then we found the bus we wanted but the bus shop number was wrong. helplessly we hop on the bus.. even the bus driver turn us down when we ask.. then we just ignore and continue the journey.. so luckly, it happen to be right.. phew.. then we walk to the building.. asking around.. one of the boss was kind enough to help us brainstorm..we do not have enough time orelse he is able to get the stock from china.. its much much cheaper. raw materials and workman ship... haha.. then guess what.............................................................

head down to find this machine...hope this really help us.. =)

2007-06-10T01:42:00.000+08:00

finally exams are over. follow up by 2week holidays.. suppose to work but instead i change my mind and work out instead... =) have to train my mental focus and endurance.. dont think i have excel for my exams, so must work even harder le.. burn midnight oil more often.. Kam-Pa Tak!!!

well before my exams i already brought myself a baby motoro ray.. =) actually its captive breed in my friend's farm... so "lucky" that female give birth to around 20 pups, and happen 1 day before my papers starts.. haha.. no choice.. i flew down and got myself one.. then i chiong all the way until my exams end..

recently newspaper anounce that freshwater rays cant be export and import to sing. local fish shop aka LFS, are ban from sell and display. but i call AVA to check out.. hobbyist still able to do trading online .. phew.. then when the demand increases, the prices also increase. probably i did the right investment this round.. haha.. i have another batch of catexi ray shipment next week.. should be able to land on thursday. should be 4 pices.. actually suppose to be landed on sat, but due to brazil and peru having some problems within the country, flight was cancel and delay.. landed cost should be around $**** plus. follow weeks shipments will be in also. anyone interested let me know.. =)

my crs tank is well cycled le.. thinking to start getting hino SS crs. hmmm...probably after i settle the rays, then i will get the crs..

so tired... just finish washing up the filters.. have to prepare the bio-load when the shipments are in... yawnnsss.. ZZzzzzZzzz....

I love my girlfriend.. =)

2007-05-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

hmm.. think some thing block the pics. nvm i shall continue.. last few days i had been ill.. arghh.. serious i hate soar throat.. i cant sleep the whole night, have to drink water till my stomach is totally bloated... then panda eyes the next day...=/ eat medicine also have to wait for quite sometime..i really wanted to take out my throat and deep into ice water. thanks to many links, flu, fever, running nose plus my soar throat, really hurts.. those time really hard to past..drag myself to school and some of my friends are undertstanding to help me with my work..

finally i manged to know one my of classmate, he also into crs.. haha.. also investment.. lol.. he was intending to get some plants from me, " eh alan, classmate got 50% off hor?" haha.. i already clear off my whole tank, now cycling and thinking what to invest. haha.. market is too saturated with crs le, in few months time, dont think the profits will be good. maybe want to invest also go for the high ends one.. my kaki also agree.. have to observe market tightly now... =) oh ya.. i also got to know cheryl's boyfriend... he also into crs.. wahhaa.. cheryl tell me he always pop by c328, i normaly pop by but i dont see him.. hmmm.. he also from np.. most likely now, can just do some fishing....

hmmm.. i really hate selfish people! they should'nt exist on the world. or i should say stay far from me.. vuglars? i didnt said in front of you, i just merely type out, to express my feelings only. if only i speak out of the mouth to YOU, then u able to conclude!. i can only say i feel so sad for you. everything also have to copy others.. what shame do i have? well, for an outsider to judge you until like this, i really find that you are just a contemptible person. by the way it is useless to cry over spilt milk. you ask for it... haha not only from my point of view, its almost everyone around me. not receptive to new ideas, having a closed mind, extremely conservative and morally self-righteous. extricate yourself!

2007-05-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

Haahahhaa.. hmmm.. i think i haven been blogging past few days.. i have some bad news and good news.. bad news will be benching in time for aquarama at suntec is 2-4pm today. i have school, thus didnt bring down my L27c goldline for this competition.. wasted the entry fees.. spend lots of effort to groom that fellow, now most likely i will let go and wait for shipments. =) let move on to good news. i got myself a 5inch sakura from c328. i skip lesson last last week and went down to eye for new shipments!. finally managed to get sakura at $XXX.. haha..

say harllo!!

top view from my tank

cute huh? hahaa.. was bully by my motoro when i house the both of them in same tank.. now i seperate the both of them..

my 10.5inch L27c goldline

recently have been busy with retailing.. clearing this and that... finally i decided to let go my goldline. actually i have 2 of it.. another one around 9inch.

exams round the coner and yet i do not have any study mood.. how ah?? i have no clues what lectures are all about.. finish egg? hahaa.. oh ya.. lately i have been out fishing.. lol.. need to pinch and wake myself to start mugging.. goodnights

2007-05-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

got some news that c328 got shipments for sakura rays.. =) tml after school going down to take a look.. haha.. someone call me to reserve all the crs. just worry that fellow aeroplane.. mugging..

you are just a loser lady, i feel so sad for you.. lousy!

2007-05-09T00:40:00.001+08:00

some errors... haha.. sat went over to pasir ris farms with yonghua. walk around farms to farms.. hunting for rays.. couldnt find any i was eyeing for.. so bored till we went to dog farms to walk around.. some dogs are really cute and tame.. but i dont like how they train the dog.. rather a cruel way.. electric collar to zap them.. or pull the collar to choke the dog.. poor thing.. but they confess its the correct way.. to me rather a cruel way... walk to petpro, all rays.. but price very very steep. no point getting.. now i hunting for nice motoro with short tail and dense spots. marble motoro, very rare in market. PDR cant find the type i want. pearl ray very high in demand in the market, touch down cost price around 6k.. out of burget... sian.. hahaa

tues i finally decided to restart my crs tank... thinking of upgrade to SS or hino grade. overall this investment project is positve to my income.. =) i post the rest of my crs online.. lelong price. 42 plus shrimplets for $200.. basket, then one bargin
hunter came immediatly and only offer me $100. crazy man.. talk so much rubbish.. didnt sell him, cant just spoil market..

went over to nks today, happen to see tiginus 4-5inch going for $280. hmm considering.. but rather small.. maybe going for at least > 18inch. but sad to say they easily shock and death.. very sensitive fellow.. so happen to find out that cheryl bf have the same hobby same me.. he is more into crs.. it happen when cheryl was using my notebook and his boyfriend pop out online.. then she question me how come i know him.. i told cheryl its through arofanatics, she also agree his boyfriend always camp at that webpage.. haha.. keep chatting like no one business.. fishing and stuff.. world is so small.. haha

2007-05-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

i was very nice and self-declare 4 hrs of lunch break to myself.. whahahaa.. attend early tutorial. after that headed back home for a rest. did water change for my tanks.. still have some collection plecos on hold, too little market for this cute L-series pleco. most of them are so educated and rich people. the way they chat and the amount of collection really make me " WOW".. well i guess this hobby only educated people play with it. haha.. some times, those bros come over and were like," alan! how old are you? how are you drawn into this hobby? your have high spending power!" haha.. normally i will just answer them, haha very addicted hobby, and well i got my income from other investment projects. well i have to confess i am still a small time player. out in the market, there are so many rich fellow, who are have the spending power to go deep into their collection. some even have a house for their collection.. makes me really admire them..

so happened, on my way back home, meet cheryl again.. haha.. as normal she disturb me again. haha. she was on her way out to meet her boyfriend. everything seems fine and better, as compared to last time. the way she chat and laughter, really seems that she is really herself. well, she told me, " i have to learn to accept that they really change for me, they respect me, so do i." she really told me lots of stuff, that some things really hit my mindset..well, most importantly she wants to concerate complete her studies and of cause excel in all subjects. seems like she really have become my part time girlfriend le.. hhaah.. kidding.but its really nice to have a friend to speak to when we are down is'nt it? haha. she alighted and i heading home..

yawnss.. i am still waiting for shipment.. =)

2007-05-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

dizzy day for today.. yawns.. this few days, have been clearing my live stock. my place have been a chatting place.. last night got a few bro's came down to my place to chat about plecos, rays and arowana. release some of my L-series pleco collection to make space for up coming projects... rays? or plecos? budget around 4-5k? i will need to concerate on it.. probably some investment plus hobby? haha.. but now another headache i do now know when shipment will come in, weather there is stock and lastly can it be within my budget... but no matter what study will still place first.

some problems often happens to be misunderstanding.. poor cheryl have to endure her family... happened that she shared with me her problems, so i guess i need to coax her and find solution for her. that day she burst out and left home. some conflicts inbetween with her parents. but at least they stood down to solve the problems. parents give way . her parents are always doing stuff that they think its right, but didnt release that it doesnt appear to be useful. now everything have been surface i guess everything will be fine.. just had meals with her during lunch break today, so happen we share the same break time... went over to sim to had lunch. walking distance from ngee ann. haha her father promised to stop gambling.. both parents promised their child to treat them with respect. although its a teary meal, but that is what friendships spells. there will always solution to every problems when you face it. now i felt so warm in my family. cosy loving sister plus sweet nagging parents.. haha.

2007-05-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

which one should i get to keep up in my collection???

rays? pleco? odd balls?

Pseudacanthicus spp. pleco

14inch L25

Potamotrygon Leopoldie aka polka dot ray (PDR)

pearl ray

sakura ray

Tiginus

2007-04-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

alright.. some matters really boils up my blood. i really have idea no where can i start from.. its really pissing me off..

father went overseas. of cause mother and sister became some wild monkey and started shopping, as if there is crazy sales everyday. let me get deep into each of their profiles. sister being very hopeless, starting from 0level, pressing her older sis to help her do notes. i guess this is due her parents dont know how to teach their own younger daughter. anything that goes wrong will blame on older daughter. while spending hell times teaching the younger sis, younger sis still continue taking her own sweet time to enjoy. and this happens just before 0level. being the father or mother of this family always embarrass the older daughter infront of younger daughter. of cause the older sis felt abashed at the extravagant praise. this lead the younger sis became bold, rude and certainly SELFISH. i felt so SAD for the parents. does not even know how to be parents. as for meals, younger sis always go for expensive meals. as usual bank is always dried up. then always ask her friends to treat her and stuff. spend all her money right after she got her pay. i see her being very USELESS. even for her own parents birthday present, older sis always fork out the money for it. younger sis always say will return, but yet, she herself spend all her money just dont wan to return to older sis. SELFISH? and parents always side the younger sis. let see next time younger sis want to owe funeral money? .

being mother, no self control of spending. just know how to keep spending on books, bags, ............ father always nag but she find her ways to spend. and of cause always with the younger sis. parents always dote on the younger sis. no matter right or wrong, punishment and harsh treatment always direct to older sis. treating her in harsh manners. its being very cruel and austere. mother always complain no $ but guess what? dont have self control on spending. spend on jeans and shopping right after she got her salary. of cause how to give pocket money? still have the cheeks to complain " you think i am ATM!" even for studies, older sis have to treat it as a loan from her parents. all the money borrowed need to be return once she start working. everyday will nag and shout at older sis. how to study? end up she goes out to study, mother always shout at older sis, saying you think this house a a hotel? now that both parents can see it to sight, threaten to withdraw her from her current SIM. chinese new year, direct open red packet and take out the money. for what? to return for the loan. i think its being too much.. as for father, very violent and vulgar. craziness. always think of respect, but they themselves dont show any respect to older sis. father mother always helping each other, but in the end also have problems themselves. narrow minded. always threaten older daughter. always say, keeping older daughter very waste of money. should not have give birth to her. being useless in the family. i only can conclude that both parents are fucking sick and being very unreasonable cruel!!! in front of grandmother( mother's mother) always siding her husband saying he is very good to daughter and stuff. even the older generation is able to see whats going on. mother still blame on grandmother last time dont dote her, spend money on his brothers on studies. mother always complain father side being very useless, borrowing money and stuff. they themselves dont even do a self reflect. mother still have the skin to teach her friend how to teach their child. quoted from her" sometimes you have to act poor thing cry and sob so that your child will listen to you. child heart will soft and give in to you" my goodness, she really is insane. i seriously think that both parents need to attend counseling. as for younger sis, from my point of view, she is nothing but useless.. i have to admit, MY sister is much much better than her. no point threatening older sis, what she speak out are all true solid reasons. but her parents always dont wanna lose face, anyhow create stories to cover up.

i think most likely they need some counseling. . anyones that knows me, you treat me well, i will treat u very well, but if you dare to back stab, find troubles, i will be sure to skin you a life.

if problem still carries on, i guess i really need to do something about it. i mean serious matters.

2007-04-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

waited home for my notebook arrival. so happend that i receive wrong notebook, immediaty call HP to clarify.. after 15 mins the delivery man, return and do a exchange and apologised. headed down to linn place to have lunch and send my N73 for change of housing. got a small little little scatch at the side of the front white housing and i got so irritated. just couldnt stand it, as this hp is a gift from linn. processing takes 4 hours, so i return back to linn house to rest.

got back at woodland nokia care centre by 5 plus to get my n73 back. of cause there is a price i need to pay for the front housing... but linn was so fast and cleared the bill. touching huh? she didnt wan me to see the receipe, but i guess the price shouldnt be cheap as its orginal from nokia. haha.. after which headed i headed back home, while linn headed down to orchard to meet her mum.

suddenly this thinking hit me.. if someone heart is black, cover within the body, wont be able to express out, unless u can read from her mind. so no matter what there will be a fall, and once u stand up again, i guess the answer is right in front of you. appearance wise, please do not criticizes others when you are being jealous. at least she is much better than you. you can lure guys and make use of them, spending their $$. give them a hope into r/s but you agree just because you think that he is useful. one after another, they fall and rise. you changed them like as though changing your tops. but seriously does your repuation cost so little? I am very sure you are very clever in your studies and mindset, if not why you are able to squeeze dry every guy can got near you? i guess you are someone who give every guys who are interested in you a chance into r/s, but what i guess to turn out will be, the guy that is able to last you with more $$ wins this r/s? in the r/s, you will even have more chance to squeeze dry him, till he suffocated.. then start another relationship with another guy. own family younger brother, die die press him to boy school, just because you dont want your brother to get cheated by other girls. i guess you are very useless. you really diguested me when i see the whole picture of you..

next few weeks, pair of captive breed pearl ray touching down.. just got the price list, around 5k per pair.. no shipment for marble motoro and PDR.. i am urgently waiting.. =)

2007-04-10T00:54:00.000+08:00

er..rr where do i start from?? haha.. sorrry.. its been donkey days i haven been blogging.. give me some time to recall back those days..

hmm... early morning, walk out to get breakfast and waited for linn arrival. while eating, we watch a ghost movie brought by linn.. then sleep rest... went down to junction 8 to get necklance.. i saw the claw machine( clip clip machine) maxi claw, spend some $. kinda wasting of $ but i just cant resist it.. shop around, and headed home..

dinner time, mother was very nice and cook delicious food.. errr.. through out this holiday, i think i put in more fats than muscles... ~.~ still maintain my workouts, but the food just..... haha.. i need to do something about it soon, before i cant fit into my tops.

got a deal to handle around 10.40pm to collect motoro ray and albino birchir. uncle drive me there and i do the collection.. had some troubles packing the ray, but after all managed to bring it back. uncle saw the ray and got interested, so he took home to keep. the spots are densely and even. the seller was kind and nice to give me a good price. hundred plus, so i guess its rather a good catch, further more it happen to be a female. uncle brought his 7inch L27c goldline to trade in. haha.. left it in my 4 feet tank.

arghh... my current 9 inch L27c goldline pleco still very shy.. i really have no idea when can i start grooming it.. international competition is round the conner and this fellow still being shy..if this fellow still like this, most probably letting go this fellow..

still waiting for my marble motoro shipment to come.. last shipment all up lorry, so i guess if the next shipment comes, the price will be slightly steep. already prepare the cash, once touch down, pack and go.. =)

i send my notebook and N73 for servicing before school starts in a week time. i just call HP, they send people down to collect my notebook and send for servicing.. once done, it will be delivery back to my place.. good service huh? haha.. what for buying those low services notebook? the service centre is always build in industries places. when you faced problem with your notebook, by then u will cry by looking for the service centre. upon collection also have to self collect. i see no point unless i am a businessman and i really in need of such kind of notebook. if not just being a student in poly, it provides good services and good priceing. so i face no problems went my notebook go nuts. just give a ring and wait for a few days. my notebook is back and function back to normal.

alright.. dosing off .. nights.

yangg

2007-02-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

0pps.. just finish my exams a few weeks ago. i am too reluctant to blog. valentine's day and chinese new year, over le.. hahaaa hmm.. pass few weeks have been relaxing, shopping around LFS and meeting out with linn.. =)

2007-01-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

exams round the corner. hardly squeese out time to update my blog.

last thursday went to chek jawa with poly mates.. the marine creatures wasnt appealing, as the water parameter of the area, was bad. anemone,sea stars, marine worms, sponge, sea cuke... all were melting off.. terrible. shoot some photograph before heading back.. =) pleasant trip, just for photo taking of the enviroment..

yesthday noon time, walk past junction 8 and surprised to see a long lost primary school mate.. nothing to describe but just beauty.. =)
eveing time went over xinghui place to celebrate her birthday. food was delicious, meet up with my seconday school mates, and begin chatting. really miss those days.. a hug goodbye and we headed home..

mugging.. goodnights.

2007-01-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

father had been overseas. went over to grandmother place today.. disturbing my cousins and fell asleep. cool weather plus a filling meal, thus my eyes just shut down.. mother drive us back home, sis and I headed back to our rooms and continue sleeping.. woke up late evening and wip up spaghetti meal for dinner.

tomorrow the starting of lectures.. going to have vollyball match after it. just hope everthing run smoothly..

off reading.. goodnight.

2007-01-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

been spending lots of efforts in rescapeing my tanks.
yesthday went town shopping with friends. got myself a GUESS top. exhuasted and sleep asleep..
just couldnt get the study mood.. think i am in deep trouble..

2007-01-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

There some conflict inbetween mates and mates in the class.. some things cant be secure for long, thus one day, many of this secrets will expose.. from my point of view, depending who is speaking sense, i will build trust and friendship with him/her. i will never hate anyone, but i will highlight to myself, to whom had did anything unslightful to my mates. you can tell me how right are you, but there are too much stuff u said and do if totaly different, i can be senitive if just 1 or 2 things doesnt workout, link back to what you said. but when there are too much, by then i cant blame myself for being senitive, in facts everythings you said and does, surface to what character person you are.
I hope this helped with many friendships and keep many secrets under wraps. I believe this is one of the few basics true friendship spells.

school reopen.. first day of school, was kinda lazy then took own sweet time to wash up. looking at the clock, i was going to be late, but i was so reluctant.. i miss my first lecture, then took a cab down to attend my following next lecture. i think this lecture is useful and the lecturer is good, that why i attend, or else normaly i will just absent myself. =)

thursday, had vollyball and CATS in the morning. after that headed down to sp open house to meet lin and and her sis, tin. haha.. after tin collected the booklets we, headed down to clemeti for lunch and down to ochard for shopping.. shop the whole day, got 2 long shlves top from Calvin Klein. then meet lin's mother and continue shopping around.. had some tea break inbetween, while eating, so happening, lin's relative pass by.. oh my... rather very shy then.... chatting and joking around. after which i headed home..

today lessons was short, after which i headed to lin place. chatting awhile, a kiss and left.. =)

dreaming now and then..
~~missing you~~

2006-12-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

this few days have been studying overnight in my godparents place. new enviroment for me. everyday woke up, breakfast are bacon and eggs. well i should say its filling and delicious. i did brought my notebook along with me. been shopping with sis and godmother. haha.. school reopening soon.. need to start mugging...

As we live near the end of 2006, we all grew another year older. Are we any wiser for it? Live well my friends and make 2007 a better year than the last .....

approaching the end of 2006, i shall hereby wish everyone, HAPPY NEW YEAR. Hope everything will be smooth sailing.

cheers..

2006-12-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

was out with lin to get her bag, then had dinner with her mother. thanks for the dinner.

was out LFS looking for nice bogwood, but hardly have any luck. =( but will still continue looking... =)

got myself a chistmas present. was lucky to find a Siamese Tiger, ST, which was ban from import. hahaa...

this few days cant blog due to some internal error with the cable line.

~miss you~ wink wink

2006-12-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

its been quiet a period of time, i haven been blogging lately. even after my exams. wanted to blog striaght after my exams but i was busy and sometimes lazy. haha.. need to force myself.

remember once my class help me escaped from my lecture. very touch by them. i have to admit i was very timid that time. but after i run off, i had mixed feeling.. haha.. but overall i able to see my class. thanks those who help me. i really appricate. =)

exams period, everyone was busy mugging day and night. i cant get the study mood that time, but i just have to keep forcing myself..after all the exams, of cause holiday breaks.

i still have to attend some practical lessons as replacement for public holidays. i combine all into one day. exhuasted, from moring 8am till 5pm. its been a raining morning, and i have to pok myself up. dress into plastic clothing and headed off. both teacher in charge was nice, so the lessons were smooth. in between, me and classmates headed down to queenway.while others went to get birthday cake. Florence, birthday girl wanted a pair of nike shoe. bargining here and there, managed to get. headed back to school to sing birthday song and cutting of cake. after my lesssons ended at 5pm, we headed off to marina bay for steamboat. long waiting hours of the bus, making us feel restless in hungar. taken dinner till late midnight. sad to say some conflicts happen in between my mates. still raining cats and dogs. i went to have fun in the acade, and as usual i hang around the claw machines, i managed to get something. haha.. then hong called his father to drive as back home. i last to alight, i pay him. being a taxi driver, also need some $$ to cover back the petrol isnt it?

christmas, exchanged presents.. nicely done.. =)

rescaping my tank here and there. hanging out in LFS.

cold weather, perfect for hiberation. sleeeping!!!!, wahahaha
dozing off le... yawnnss..
goodnight... =)

2006-12-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

woke up early and had fish and chips for breakfast. after all the feeding and stuff, i settle down and start reading. around 10 plus, bro yong hua gave me a call, and told me my L27c is stress, the eyes sunken in. i immedialty got change and took a taxi down to get stress coat and flew down s.p. went there, everyone was..... i stunt. allen, pionner of plecos, give me some tips for treatment. lucky it doesnt have any sucken tummy.. probably just stress, not use to have so many people seeing. i add in the stress coat to reduce the stress. stay there and monitor it. everyone was saying" alan, your pleco too stress to face the fact that is didnt win anything", " alan, your pleco miss you leh.. " joking about it. by noon the eyes pop abit out. phew... i help to empty the tanks and brenching out of the plecos. i was there wondering how they going to pack the 28 inch LDA 1065. the spikes and chew chew so long and keep in a 6 footer. they use those baby bath tubs to hold it inside, protecting it, and pack in a huge bag. its an eye opener for me to see. fanastic. lin was around clmenti, ask wanna meet, but she turn me down. hias.. nvm.. used to it le.. call father, asking for transportation, but he was in occ. then bro yong hua was real kind and gave a ride home with my L27c. came home, left it my L27c in a q.t. with woods to stable it. got my bath and dinner.
after dinner, my family members were staring at me. i look, then weird weird. keep thinking what is happening.... then mother pass me a letter, the envlop written my full name and address, the back written, see if we have something in common plus a smiling face. its hand writing is obversly done by a girl. straight away, my mind tell me its from lin. then everyone were " wah seh..., woah..., oO...". parents say ah lin send u letter le.. maybe some dinnering with her parents?? i pai say pai say, was very anxious to open. cause it also look like there is some thing inside, not only papers. i open up and was stunt to see someone call max. i totaly have no idea who is he? i just didnt care and left it aside. didnt even read. maybe i should not always put high hopes. i will reduce. everyone were like sian 1/2. no idea what to say, just walk off..................

going to rest for the day..

2006-12-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

friday, after lectures rush down to meet bro yong hua and headed down to singapore poly. urgently and anxious waiting for results. bro disturbed brought us to have well known chicken chop in the canteen. tasty and price is cheap. a sercret: fried egg eat with chop taste nice. shh.. walk back to the hall and waited for results. about 2 plus results out. judge can and told me is was a close fight between bro yong hua's L27a and my L27c. mine outstand due to, chew chew, very fat and nice body. just because mine is slightly smaller. arghh.. everyone were asking, how did i pump this fellow, they hardly eat so much even in the wild. i also no idea. reduce ph and do more water changes? haha.. actually anything that comes into my hand will sure to be well feed. healthy fat and chubby. lolz.. but nvm its a good experiences. 1st and 2nd was peru green. haha.. peru green always melt those judgers eyes. no choice. haha.. i walk around to the guppy and betta comp. helping out with the medals and stuff. 6 plus went off le.. sunday after 6 have to bring my L27c home.

sat, early morning had breakfast with sis then headed off to temperines to meet bro gabriel. long journey. took a nap on the bus. then reach his place, still haven bath, make me waited outside. basket.. then cycle off to pasir sir farm way 1 and 2. nothing much, then cycle back to his place. there was a heavy traffic upon IKEA. had problems crossing the roads. went back to park his bic and went to IKEA and shop around. it was huge and crowded. started walking around, looking here and there. got some items. after a while got a sms from lin, she is coming down. immediately i return everything back on the way and rush off to the busstop without having a thoughts about it. i had problem squeezeing throught the exits. but without thinking much just bang throught. waited at the busstop for bus while i give gabriel a call. told him i had something important on, and apologised to him. he told me he also going off and he managed to rush to the bustop before bus came. he walk home. one bus came and i have no idea where the bus travel, but i just hope on and knowly its a wrong bus. it headed all the way to a highway,expected wrong bus, while i just take a nap. all the way till the interchange in punggol. then took another bus to hougang and change. left IKEA at around 2 plus, got home around 6 plus. 4 hours of ride. now my butts really hurts. no mood to do anything except bath and sleep. feelin so dizzy. i also duno why, maybe this is the outcome of it.. yawns..

2006-11-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

early morning woke up by morning call. my friends are still sleeping even thought there is morning call. in the end almost late.. terrible.. hahaa.. vollayball training was alright. headed off for CATS.

when a living thing is dead, spritual left or heart and brain stop?
when a living thing is injuried, spritual receive the pain?
when a chicken is kill, its demand is its meat, but are we hurting the spritual?
when the government make a ban for something, eg drugs. isit causing more black market due to the good profits? people take high risk, even for life to bring over. if the government openly sells drugs, people who wants just need to clinic to get, and is so cheap and clean. by then will there be black market? policemen wont need to be busy catching people who take drugs, they able to concertrate on other stuff. ideal? by then people wont have chances bringing in drugs, because firstly its cheaper to get from the government.

so bored then i started thinking..
i hardly feel hungry until my stomach is disturbing me, because the pain i receive is real painful.

went over to lin's place after lessons. dish up a bee hoon for my lunch. i have to admit its real tasty. is filling and healthy and tasty. sounds nice huh? haha.. only my lin's knows how to cook.. =) took some rest and went down to nks.

meet some bro's over there. today its the first day benching in the plecos for competition. carry over pails of water, luckly bro yong hua came to drive me there.. thanks.. tomorrow judgeing day.. i rushing down after school.. dozing off le.. good nights..

~missing Lin~

2006-11-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

after dinner and bath.. just settle down before starting my works. i skip the first lecture starting of the day, instead at resting at home staring into the thin air.. i have no idea what is the lecturer is teaching. cheryl left home late and as usual, taxi taxi! haha.. she drop my place and ask me to hop in. i was nice enough to chip in the fare. =) phew.. got in time for the following lecture. lecturer go through, while we sit and press the calculate. time past. had 2 hrs break, spend an hr for dinning and another hr for study. next lecture, maths. attended. haha.. following lecture i only attended for an hr instead of 2. hahaa... gave some excuses, then the lecturer said " actually i also have something on." lolz.. i quickly left before he changes his mind..
tomorrow, sport and wellness and creative..... aka CATS. have to wake myself up early in the morning again. lucky i have morning calls. =) vollyball!!
i end around 12pm.

pleco competition!!! anxious....

2006-11-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

tired day.. managed to complete my maths quiz in the time given.. phew.. mugging here and there... exhuasted. today was told to stay back for some nonsense briefing, return home later as compared to normal days. pleco competition is coming in 2 days.. excitedd..

woahh...tonight, the return of baby.. ~missing her~

2006-11-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

missing.. was touch by her last early call, before she left overseas. beautiful memories just keep sliding through my mind. life is empty without you around.. those feeling are hard to control. images and voice, just keep missing.. praying hard for her sound and safe return.

~missing you~

2006-11-25T16:07:00.000+08:00

woah.. when down to fish room yesthday.. its been the first time i been although its just a few stops from my place. actually i went down to nks to meet bro yong hua, the boss of nks drive us down to fish room. food and drink were fanstic. the surrounding was ....... really a place for fish lovers to hang out. champion extoic fish, posters....with music, pool table, huge flat screen tv. oh my... i wish is was my house. i had a recomantion fish and chips. the fillet is coated with cheese, with chips.. drink i order mix berries. delicious!! side order, soft shell crabs, squids rings. taste real nice.. there have a gathering of arofantics members, thus the place was floated.. have meeting about the next week 1st pleco competition in singapore poly. i took part, sending in my L27C 10 inch goldline, panaque cart. i was glue to the sit enjoying the surrounding... left aorund 11 plus and headed home..

2006-11-22T16:31:00.000+08:00

there is a limit for everyone. in times to come everything will just come to an end with msg. family bonding is so strong, even calls have to be so sercretive. cant even call? somehow its torturing without calls, meet up and etc. if possible also have to be sercretive. decision cant even be firm.. hias... probably the outcome will be the same.

2006-11-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

everything is hairwire.. totaly from different world., its kinda late to realise the huge gap, but seems like there should be an end.

hias... my beauty male altum pass away... its too late to be cure. i really have to be strong and pick up.

2006-11-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

its a sarrow. whatever build can just disappear like no one business within a day. no efforts are shown, basicaly just typing. i didnt treat it as easy as you. no reply means fullstop? well i guess u eyeing for it. probably i just meant, worth typing from you. why cant even press the buttons? if it appears to be another way round, i would appear at your doorstep to clarify and make sure dail your numbers till flat. seems like i did the correct move. everything have surface. you can treat it as nothing happen before in just a day, probably just a few msg to confirm, yes? Well done, i guess you are more experiences, i have no way to win. you can be just staying happily. given in everything yet.... i am left with nothing but pain. endureing, to climb up my own. u are clever and doing a safe way. now u have no burden. i really admire you, giving me those chances to prove myself stupid. what is expected of me, is now nothing. i really appricate everything. i really shouldnt did everything to show. i have to clean up the mess now, by my own with no prepare... its a sudden. thanks for it. tears flow down helplessly. dont worry, i wont spoil your Reputation.

2006-11-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

its didnt turn out happiness, instead its really a killing.. i admit its really crazy. everyones is pressing you down. there is even serious problem moving in any direction.. i hate it. I HATE IT!!!! it always come in extreme ends. probably its really a give and take. behind happiness, there is always pain. depend on the amount of happiness received, there will be equal amount of pain in return. i really cannot procastinate what is happening next. There is never fair in life.

2006-11-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

yawns... woke up early in the morning, had breakfast with family. headed down grandmum place. my uncle brought me to qian hu to look around. there is new shipment of plecos and rays. hmmm.. uncle eyed for goldline and one small xanto caught my eye. uncle brought goldline for himself and xanto for me. =) sold off my eheim pro3. make slightly a loss. =/

starting studies....

2006-11-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

its been one week, i haven blog.. my apologises. a sigh of relief. test around round the corner, and i have no prepare for them. mugging here and there. maybe i am still in my holiday mood...

there have been lots of stuff happening on. meet up, well, everything went smooth... need lots of adjustment.. can't imagine without you. i will start hunting you down. make sure, you wont get any hurts.

haven been popping by LFS. my kaki are also busy with studies and work. well i think i have to start reading through my lecture notes. today, sat, managed to drop by nks, even thought its raining cats and dogs. hand up my pleco competion form. brought a few bogwood to landscape my 4 footer. cost me another hundred plus.. got myself a new collection, L047 mango.. left and headed home..

mugging time..=)

2006-11-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

thursady, after school went over to c328 to look out for baby altums. but sad to say, i didnt managed to see any in the tanks. went over to nks. saw a champion 14inch L25. but was reserved by someone. shipment from columbia, is expected to arrival in airport, 6pm. shipment list consist of altums, rays, plecos. due to the delay at frankfurt, was worrying to see death rates. meet bro distured at nks. malcom(boss of nks) drive us to the farm. reach there around 7plus. got a call from his worker, jordan, saying there is a further delay. shipment came to the farm around 9plus. a few rays lover already reach by then. know a few of them, rather nice people. busy unplacking the LS,(lifestock). then start to accamlizing the LS. pics uploaded. busy help out the boss, reach home around 12. very wonderful experiences.=)

sad to say... death rates. =(
altums... and plecos.. hias...

marble motoro

my favourte one. short tail and full chain

sakura ray.

into the FGT

hybird PDR

hybird motoro

marble motoro into the FGT

otco

12inch LDA33 xingu platium

package.

2006-11-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

1st nov, after school, went straight home, to celebrate mother's birthday. went out to have family dinner.. pics upps...

2006-11-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

my baby altum. =)

2006-10-31T19:38:00.000+08:00

monday, hmmm... starting day of the week, everything work out fine. =) rushing here and there to catch up for lectures. since lectures ended early, i felt itchy itchy, drop by C328 to take a look. managed to meet a few of my friends over there. meet my SP friend who is very into paros. there was new shipement and the price is rather reasonable, he help me choose 5 pcs and he got himself 20 pcs. hahaa.. intend to start my cory collection but altums caught my eyes. my eyes are glued to the beauty of it. amazing, they are really a beauty. there is one that caught my eye. the body strips are darken, just the finage is abit torn, probably got into some fight for food. i continue observeing that fellow. seems stable, eating, no sunken tummy, no sunken eyes, no blue tips ( fakes p.t. scalar), active. alright net it up and pay. need to oberve until so detail because markets, are still flooded with fake altums, name: p.t. scalar. i got it at the size of the 20 cent coin. went straight home and started several rounds of acclimatising. until its stablise, i introduce in my 2 feet plecos tank. will post the pic soon. =)

enough of all this, started to settle down and force myself to study... =)

2006-10-29T12:58:00.000+08:00

sat, went out breakfast with sis. lunch was booked by my godparents, went over to singapore island country club for the meal. the food were delicious. after which back home around 1 plus. mother accompany me to chinese medical hall. brew chinese herbs were terriable.

lost, conufused. why turn out this way? i suppose it will be better as time past.

2006-10-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

some photos taken in my place. =)

memories.... waiting....

2006-10-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

thursday, 8am early morning, have to be in school. vollyball as my sport and wellness (snw). had basic warm up, then started bounceing the ball to my partner. eventhing started from the basic. begining the balls are flying all over. haha.. after everyone improving, followed, the arms is getting red and painful. =/ endure it through. was fun overall. had a bath before attending the next module. had a drink then went for "cats". some kind of creative thinking lesson. very boring.. waste time. my eyes glued to the clock waiting for 2 hours to past.
flew down to clmenti mrt wait for linn. very delighted, took a bus down to bishan to have lunch. took a bus back my home. linn help sis with blog while i study. mother came home, rather shy, but in the end i introduce linn to my mother. =) send linn home. had a delicious home cooked food done by my mother. rested and mugging with my homework. =) doing surprises for linn, as .......................................

friday, lessons ended early, well i should say i dont even know what the lecture is teaching. but i have to confess he is a very nice person. some of my classmates wanted to change teacher because they cant understand. but i think its kinda very bad. maybe we should just read the book ourselfs, then if there is any problem we cant torubleshoot, then we ask the lecturer. the sky was covered with dark clouds when i end my lessons at around 2.30pm. "Poom" thunder storm, lighting, it started raining cat and dog. went to library to do some studying and watching movie with jia wei. waited for linn to arrival. phone started ringing and i left, leaving jia wei alone in the library. sorry about it. Hee. buy you kopi next time. =) meet linn and headed to do some admin stuff. took bus to my place, changed bus and headed back linn's house. pass her the envelop which contain ..... hope to brighten up her days . "jessia, make sure you score good results for your olevel. your sis, linn spend so much effort on you." last sight of linn really felt miss.
headed to kovan. sis and father was there waiting for me. went to nks, my kaki all wasnt around. chat awhile with malcom's bro then left. brought a DNKY watch for my mother coming birthday. left and headed home.

misses, waiting......................................

2006-10-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

public holiday. mugging with so much homeworks. now a days the PUB water is giving me lots of headace. last time they added chlorine, now they even add in chlorime. worsen it. spend alot on water adjectives to maintain water parameter. but dont seems much improve... =/ have been hanging out in nks recently..

2006-10-21T09:00:00.000+08:00

start lectures and studies this whole. rather a busy week. homework started stacking up on the second day of lectures.

2006-10-14T11:35:00.000+08:00

sorry, miss out blogging for quite sometimes. ermm.. had been rotting at home for the past few days... managed to complete the set-up of my 4 footer. but now running low vitamin M, will stock up once my vitamin M increases. =) thanks llin for accompany.. was request by some of my friends to send in my L27c goldline for competition. haha.. maybe will branch in this fellow. got my notbook repair, books ready. everything is prepare for school reopen. missing her

2006-10-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

I have become so paranoid, trust me that feeling's was heart-rending, painful.
It seems like reaching a dead turn, and definitely didnt help by listening and written.
There was something unpleasant about it.
Even the feelings were unhinged.

And when you're around, without thought, i was out to scrutinize,
But it wasnt because i didnt know,
Does that make me nuts?

Well, think I'm crazy. i'm really crazy...
Maybe I'm crazy,
And I will disappear when I'm done.

2006-10-07T11:37:00.000+08:00

ehh... guess we heading to? =)

2006-10-07T11:32:00.000+08:00

I felt LOVED.
Thankew lin for those issues and times.
i felt loveed and love showered me with happines.. !!!

2006-10-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

tues, everything is gone... nthing much, we just did the cleaning up. rather slack. we are allowed to wear home clothing to work. lolz.. its kinda sad when lily's auntie was to here to make way for the "tu di gon" up the sky. everyone wasnt in good mood, anna was crying.. everyone was here to offer joss, before its being deliver up the sky. there was a heavy downpour. ns was flooded with water. branches and trees snap. kinda very serious, even zoo maintance was out busy clearing the mess. headed into the fragile forest for lunch. it was fantastic and we enjoy a certain percentage of discount. haha.. was force to go ns to look after the store. lily was force to come along. we are clever to bring along our hp. since everything is clear, we sleep, lay on the counter. its quite big, spaceous. msg lin while resting. rest until the stock hse pple came to get rid of the stocks. close the rollar shutters and walk back to zoo. back to zoo, nthing much to do, everyone was sitting down enjoying the aircorn and chatting. hugging each other. anna announce that tml i dont have to wrk, that means tues is my last day and wed i'm paid. wahahhaaa. gave my last wishes and good bye to my collegues and went home.

wahahaaa.. just taken lepord gutts. =)

wed, off.. yeah. its time for me to rest. i sleep almost the whole day. then arranged my room.

thursday, my mysterious day. lin i love u. catch the movie, "rob b hood" with lin. i wont forget today. some new food was kinda refreshing. i like it. i will improve on the dishes. =) let today be our secret day.

2006-10-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

last few pics. taken last day of my wrk.

i missing DFS in zoo.

ehh.. marcaws from south amercia. nice nice. =)

2006-10-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

yeah. sunday, everyone off day. went over to grandmother place. after that being force to attend my relative baby birthday.. haha.. well i'm mentaly prepare why they force me to go down and plan it on my off day. ques me about her....... haha.. headed home to collect my clothes. went down to occ to have my workout done. had chicken rice as dinner.

i just cant bare to let u worry.. sorry..
Its really heartbreaking, but i just cant do anything, with the time u given...

2006-10-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

2006-10-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

some memories.... =) DFS

me and yew lee. ( ma ma )

2006-10-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

sat, eh.. my last day in night safari. happen to change with collegue to night shift. alright, start clearing the shirts. learning some jap laganges. lolz.. i think this is my happiest and sadiest day. we have ben and jerry anytime we wan. total 4 person on the shop floor, everytime 2 by 2. lolz.. eat bongo burgers. chat with tour guides. so free and easy. every thing going at a low price thus we doesnt need to serve much. we just need to stay at the counter. lolz.. everyone close their counter except me. reason being, we can go off eariler. someone from the zoo incharge call me up, without much saying ask me go join them at 5th. wahaha.. i rember i serve the same zoo incharge twice in day zoo, wondering isit her. well i just push her dates. ben and jerry also asking me over same goes to bongo. =/ hahaa.. last day in ns, know a few more retail pple. =) some from ngee ann and some from sp. cool.. but they are older than me, some year 2 and 3. nice knowing them, i think i will be joining them. =) went over to bongo to change coins to notes. went over to ben and jerry to get pine. went home, call her to send my goodnitex msg, but sad to say she fell asleep. well, i understand cause it rather a tireing day. she did call me back at 2.02am, and drop me a msg. but i was sleeping soundly. sorry girl. wish to spend more time with her, but..... i shall wait.

2006-09-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

some pics for memories. eh.. the huge amount stocks of TY beanies. and its left like so little.

sarongs? so little left.

puffers

2006-09-30T13:26:00.000+08:00

fri, found out my L330 watermelon, up lorry. hias... intend to left it in the frezzer but after considering i depost it away. mother mood swing, find some faults to quarrel with me. no choice i have to endure. went wrking as usual. phew.. looi wasnt wrking. with anna around, was kinda better. grouping here and there. sat is the last day of DFS in zoo. kinda sad, thus everyone start taking pics after the rollar shutter have close down. need to have beautiful memory with us. every one have already seperate into different wrking places. all evenly located at Airport, T1 and T2, some located back to scotts walk.

miss her.

2006-09-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

tues, as usual went wrking. very quiet. my kaki wasnt around. kinda bored. rotting and waiting for time to past. wanted to have my 2/9 off, as all the stuff are wrking, looi just didnt allow. arghh... i duno what's wrong with her. wanted to go in zoo with lin cause closing down soon. just spoil my mood the whole day.

wed, too much wrking stuff. 4 counters but floated with 11 stuff.. i wonder how RSM plan the timetable. but nvm since there are so much pple, we make use of the time grping. counting down the last few days in zoo. my kaki was around but all seperated far. extreme ends. basket i knew looi just dislike to see us happy, even she say she allow grouping. lunch break, we suppose to have lunch together but she just insist not allow. kinda rubbish. i punch my card and before i wan to continue having my last scoop of ben and jerry, looi came in and deep fried me. for no reasons. at most just a few seconds, basket. i just empty my ears after that. came out and continue grouping. anyway she can only fry me at most 2days, after 30/8, she cant do anything to me. went over to ns to do some stock. came back home around 8 plus. managed to get my eheim 1260 from acidjass's gf. spend quite a sum on it. got home and start instaling to my 4 footer. sawing of the pipes and joining them, totaly exhuasted after that. bath and sleep.

she knows too much off my stuff, what if one fine day, she started regreting?
r/s, not easy to mantain. maybe i'm not suitable for her. i'm always worrying abt this factor.

thurs, finally my off day.. lin wasnt free. rot at home until bro yong hua ask me out. went shopping LFS at yishun, the LS wasnt appealing to me. then went over to cck, titus hse to get my 9 inch, xingu goldline, L27C. titus have lots of high end plecos. some chatting, i rush down to C328 to get my piping joins and rush home. upon reaching home, i adjust both the water PH the same then i intro in my goldline into the tank. flew in and start fighting for area. nvm i shall observe it.

lesser meeting time, r/s will fate off?

2006-09-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

finally i'm able to enjoy my off day. there's a morning down pour, weather was cooling, thus i laze around my bed longer. pull myself up at 9, wash up and feed my plecos. headed off towards admirty mrt to give darling lin a surprise. haha.. wanted to give her a surprise but didnt get to. took mrt down to amk to taste the satay bee hoon. hmm.. not bad.. walk around and went down to junction 8. saw HAHA crabs.. lolz.. so cute. i have lobang getting paying a lower price. wahahaha.. maybe i will try out a few in my room. hee.. nthing much, went down to causeways for movie. pop by timezone to play with the giant sweet scopper. try a few times and managed to get a small ballon piggy. times up, went for movie. was suppose to watch movie but end up in the threatre ............. shhh... haha... then pop by timezone again. saw a few old birds there. left some credits in my card, so i continue playing. 3 times and i got jackpot. whahaha.. so luckly. actually i dont intend to get the jackpot but eyeing for the ballon piggy. got a glass mug as a reward from the jackpot. i left all the sweets in the machine, collect the piggy and left. passby and took some photos, surpriseingly i'm able to carry my lin.. wahhaha so happy, i'm able to toss her. hee. went to marsailing to have dinner. malay dish. lin ta pao for her sis. accompany her back home, and surprise lin with a TY beanies goat. hee.. lin accompany to the nearest bus stop, and there's when i start missing her.. meet my parents at chong pang, they were so anxious and questioning me.. lolz.. in the car was fill with laughter.

missing lin. smell of lin, melt my heart.

2006-09-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

r/s always past throught sweet, bitter, sour. its been a hurtful. sat, zoo is cover with much singaporeans. kinda bored, as they will just come in to disturb rather then interested in getting any. but nvm, all my kaki are around.. wahhaha.. as usual, grouping.. those aunties very naughty, keep saying all the R21 stuff.. duh.. but all are very funny.. lolz.. the whole store is fill with out laugher.. they use those super chim chinese to describe. lolz.. after lunch, val and i went to ben and jerry to buy a tub of icecream each. total 4 flavours, share inbetween. lily came in and join us. wahahhaa.. just because looi wasnt around, we just become naughty. finish the tub of icecream. amazing huh? continue grouping with my kaki. overall, they just cheer up my day.. =) lin, i'm missing you. bubble bag getting bigger..

sunday, all my kaki off.. some night shifts. alright, i'm so bored throughtout the whole day.. sales wasnt very good. got a call from zoo, asking me to go for interview. alright after work i headed to the office. was told to wait for a min, but ended up waiting for 45 mins. well, this already gave me a bad impression, i just dislike poor time management. dont tell me, u can hold a high post, with expensive rolex watch and cant read time? during interview, neg the pay rate with me. this is just rubbish.. left zoo and headed home. i have been looking forward tues, and 2molo is my day..

2006-09-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

had breakfast earily in the morning with looi and jean. then went down to zoo. sales wasnt good. had lots of grouping... anna and looi had some qurrel... we just advise to tolrate, because we are closing down.. went to snap some new photos with a new snake. heard it was confisated from someone. lily was asking abt my r/s. i share with her, and she gave me some advise and help. somehow, its kinda sad, but i will endure. yuli, lily and val was grping together with me.. chatting and making all kinds of jokes.. haha.. saying me too native and pure.. duh.. haha.. they fill me up with lots of stuff..

things didnt work out well, tears just flow down my cheeks..... i'm just goin to pray even harder everyday.. loving someone so much, suffering some hardships, i will endure...

2006-09-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

wrking as normal.. nthing much.. keep grouping, due to very little tourist.. after wrk looi ask me to night safari for dinnner. agree and had dinner with her. share some info with me. and i'm able to link up everything. well, we are closing down soon, everything will be over.

2006-09-21T00:49:00.000+08:00

pairs of goats, i got. seldom see it. today only came in 6. but before its flow out, i choose a pair.

lin and yang. =)

2006-09-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

opps..

eh.. jambo the elephant...

val and me
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on the way back.

2006-09-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

sunday, crowd was there, as its a family day. val left early because she wanna clam RO. lol.. the closeing sales was done by me.. sales was quiet good. house keeping and left.. at the bustop meet a zoo supervisor, asking me some question. DFS is closing down soon in zoo and zoo is taking over it. then he ask me interested in joining the zoo? i say maybe. haha. i still prefer DFS. he explain so much good stuff abt zoo, kinda 90 percents are rubbish.. duh.. okok. bus came and i left.

monday, my off day.. finally. wahaha. alright, i rot at home wait till 5 plus. take a bus down to c328 to meet bro yong hua. And get my medias and filters. reach there about 6. as usual very crowded. so luckly meet a few old bird (pro in plecos) started chatting.. they ask me to get a 6 footer instead of 4 footer.. lolz.. i wonder if they can help me tell my parents.. look thru the lifestocks, didnt see anything i like. haha.. phew.. then started choosing the medias. got 2 boxes of biohomeplus. a 3kg cremic rings, eheim diffuser, 3 ohf trays, piping and stuff... within 1/2 i spend like 1** plus on this.. took a bus home. then wash and stuff all the medias into my eheim 2028. oh god, then realise not enough of cermic rings. nvm. i let it run and intro in my L190 and albino brittlenose. run for a few days to increase the bb and bsb in the biohomeplus. added in 5 kg of corals chips to buffer the ph. bio balls to have the wet and dry system. i invest alot on the filter medias, hoping that i'm able to have perfect water parameters. =) will post the pics as soon as my eheim 1260 is ready for collection.

tues? my happiness moment of my life. meet lin and took a bus down to play bowling. wahhaha.. i so shy, her marks are better than me.. lol.. i was trying lots of way to make the ball spin and curl in. wahhaa.. after that went down to catch a movie. and thats when .................... shop around the area. intend to get something but my sizes sold out. flew down to lot1 to get it. punch in the names, exchange and accopany lin home. she was with me at the bustop until the bus came.

wed, working. very little tourist. only a few IMF pple. the supervisior came to see me and past me the form. saying that i have high chances in getting in. do consider. haha... hmmm.. TY beanies stock came over. this time round is really a huge shipment. the lorry have to deliver twice. too much.. useing the pen knife to open the boxes already killing me. lolz.. from $200 to $10. the whole office is floated with TY beanies. got myself a pair of goats. lol.. cute leh.. then kinda bored, looi was kind enuff to let me and val walk into the zoo for 40 mins. lol.. we were running to see the animals..took some pics. came back, grping awhile and left.. hee.. pics coming up.. celebrate father's birthday.. lol.. mother cook lots of nice dishes.. =)

2006-09-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

sat. father brought me for breakfast and sent to targo lane to take bus to zoo. a sunny day and i hope to have more tourist coming in. sales was above average. then in the noon, it starts to rain cats and dogs. pple were complaining.. waste money coming in becos they dont see any animals. duh.. its rainin, how to expected animals to stand in the rain for u to view them. if raining, just call it a day is'nt it? just dont understand them. got some headach after work.
took a bus home but over shot. till amk. haha i was looking at pics with lin till i miss my stop. haha. then call up father, ask him to wait for me at amk.

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2006-09-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

yesthday, zoo was super quiet, plus keep raining. aiyo.. very little tourist. then zoo was trying out some emgerncy stuff, press all the tourist out from the zoo. have lots of time for grouping.. heard lots of past wonderful stories from val. the store was so quiet until looi and anna decided to give everyone of us 1/2 to walk into the zoo during out work time. cool huh?

dad fetch me to my cousin hse to collect eheim 2028. went back home wash until its totaly clean. then set up beside my 4 footer. finish abt 1am plus too tired yesthday night and went off to sleep.

2006-09-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

back to work. stock day as its a thursday. rap 200 plus sarong at the start, with music and aircorn. not bad. still able to enjoy.. then went back to zoo, continue helping them with sarong. seems like i'm quite good in it. =) wasnt lots of toursit around. keep grouping.. lol.. sales seems to be very bad. i have like only 30 plus till ending. but i was luckly and managed to serve a angmo. she brought a big TY bear, and some other smaller ones. jackpot $170. phew.. haha. it was raining cats and dogs in the evening time. most people came in because of shelter. after a while they left. continue grouping.. =) went to disturb the parrots, wanted to get some pics taken but due to my goldfish memory, i left my mmc card at home. i will bring my d. camera along the following day for better pics. time up close the shop and slack around. haha.. dont even need any house keeping, too neat. lol...

went back home did water change and clean up my 4 footer. nw its ready for cycling.. when the bb and bs is ready, time to intro my plecos in. =)

sigin off..

2006-09-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

got a pair of cros haha.. cute huh?

2006-09-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

father was suddenly very nice to me today and brought me out for breakfast. after that send me home. took a bath and headed towards admiralty mrt station. surprisely i was early. waited for lin. took a bus down to tampines mall. shop around the shops and watch movie (little man). funny show. lol.. kinda hungry and thanks to my good idea, simei (east point) for lunch. reach simei but there wasnt anything appetizing. sorry... went down to causeway point.. wahhaha. the food was nice. thanks. went to timezone and play with the gaint sweets scooper. lolz.. took some lovely pics and went home after that.. =)

2006-09-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

tiger rays..